constant struggle with my weight

I know that I have not been in touch with you all in awhile about my weight loss. Well, unfortunately it has stopped,ha. I was doing so well, but just couldn't keep it up.

For one it was too expensive. The shakes were $110.00 dollars a week! I even started eating a meal at supper time to get rid of one shake a day and it still was going to cost me $82.50 a week for the shakes. Just couldn't do it anymore.

I need to look for a different way to go! I am going to call my insurance and ask them about the lapband surgery. I have heard great news about this surgery from ones who have had it done. There is only a cut in your belly button and no cutting on the inside from what I understand. I need to do something before I die! My husband needs to do it too. I hope we will be able to do it together.

I have struggled with my weight my whole life. It is a constant battle. I went to counseling for it in my teen years because I was Bulimic. I found myself starting to do the vomiting again (a few times) while on these shakes when I did eat and I knew right away that it was not the way for me to go no matter how much I need to loose weight. Lord, give me the will power! I need to find a way for this to happen once and for all.

Thanks for listening.